hugs to everyone who is having a hard time

i've been really tired today and a little bit down/weary. my eyes are itchy from getting paint in them. i get brain zaps which are apparently just a side effect of the combo of meds i'm on, and today they are very bad, and i am really dizzy. i don't know if there's even anything i can do about it, because it might all be my medication, but i have been on this combination for about a year now and it has worked well for my mood and anxiety. if i have to mess with it because of physical side effects that will be incredibly annoying. if these are side effects, the dizziness, brain zaps and floaty feelings have just been getting worse over the past few months.

i'm soooo glad it's almost the weekend.