He does, but so do I. Not his fault he got sick and had to be on these meds, but his timing could not have been worse. This month is the hardest for me by far and so it's much less easy for me to keep it together, especially when I have no other outlet for my emotions other than my posts here. Before the meds he handled worse from me like it was nothing... Had to remind myself of that last night. He's got a good heart, I'm just horrible.