My baby sister was a happy monkey with her GCSE results she did early.She also loved my present which arrived on the same day without prime. I thought it was super cute that my brother also got her one too.

She didn't tell the father and I think that says everything. But it kinda makes me feel sad at the same time because it makes me think back to when I was her age. It's been 11 years since I left secondary school, and whilst time has been graceful to me- as it doesn't hurt me as much as it did before. I wonder what would you have said to me if I your daughter and got the results that I did then? Would you say that you were proud of me, would you take me out to dinner and buy me ice-cream to celebrate? Or would you still call me a failure and make me cry in the car on the way back home? I know I only talk about the negative stuff but when I was 7 he took me to toysrus and bought me a felt farm which I loved that had a barn and a chicken. I remember I would always make the girl break or cut her knee so she had to be carried back and I remember that because I got sick the next day.He bought me disney stickers but I never felt like I could talk to him and I don't have a single memory of being hugged or read to. He didn't play with me he was there but wasn't there. The first man to say that to me was when I was maybe 18 and it was my chemistry teacher. Are you proud of me? Do you love me?

Would you look at me the same way if I told you the following below: The dream made me think of something I haven't thought about in ages.



I honestly haven't scanned your trip advisor account to find out where you are now, and hopefully I can stick with that. I feel like I know you care, but if I was to ask myself if I trusted you the answer would still be no.