I am on the computer a lot, do chores, errands, play with my pet, go to appointments, sometimes write a little, and cook. It seems to take up most of my day. I am hoping to find a very very part-time volunteer opportunity soon. It's been difficult getting myself to make that next step.

I used to work 40-60 hours per week before my first hospitalization. After some hospitalizations I went back to that job part-time 20 hours per week. Once I managed to get back to full-time, but after a while it became too much. My boss tried to give me all kinds of accommodations, including working from home twice per week, but I still struggled. I definitely do want to return to work someday, but I honestly can't imagine ever being able to safely work full-time and do everything else, as well. It's just too difficult to imagine. i I have no idea how I managed long ago,`and I've never had kids and won't. I drank a lot in the past. That seemed to help a bit, but then it turned against me.