I'm sorry for not responding to posts. I can't concentrate to read them lately.

I can even concentrate to watch my sister's videos she's been posting detailing her recovery from the worst ACL tear her surgeon ever repaired, and I feel guilty about that. It is not gory, just mostly her talking about her pain, other issues (her husband's stepmother passed away the night of the day she had the surgery), and they have 2 boys, aged 13 and 11. I'm such a bad sister My 2 sisters are really the only friends I have right now. I am still friends with my best friend from college, but she lives in Connecticut now, so I never see her much any more. And she is busy as a vet & mom. I feel lost and so alone.