I am currently still at home and dealing with my episode. I started a new med and hope that it works. I did get some sleep last night around 8 hours.

I still have the option of IP, but I am trying to let new med work and going to therapy 2x week.

I still am somewhat not wanting to be on this earth still but it is not as bad. I am hoping everyday gets better little by little. I will see my doc on Tuesday and we will go from there. I have been in contact with him everyday this week.

Having a plan in place seems to make this feel a bit better, like going to ER and talking to doc and T more.