Thank you for understanding. I know it’s a sensitive topic now a days, but I would NEVER do these things or act them out. It’s kind of like someone fantasizing about killing there boss or something. They would never actually do it. I probably make a terrible case here but I actually am going to see a psychiatrist and hopefully I can tell them these things as well, it’s not that I want to do them, because whenever I think about it, it makes me sick. I love my life and like people for the most part. I think it might just be my cylothymia or what not.