Aye, insecure is exactly what I am. People tend not to like that trait in others, it really pushes their patience. It makes me wonder if he'll really be nicer after meds again or if he'll keep with this mindset that I can't say things like that... I wonder just how much of what he said is what he really feels, basically. I guess I'll find out in a few days.

I hate waiting for what seems like it will just be bad news. He probably should have just gotten rid of me like I asked, that's probably what will happen anyways. ><