He's just a friend, but frankly if people saw our chats they'd be skeptical. I don't care though, it makes me happy and there's zero worry about it getting sexual which is great. I do have some added feels for him though, which I tend to get for anyone nice to me... He's the same friend I've made posts about before. The last one I made in this forum was when I told him about those feels and had some... Not fun times. There's also a post in BPD where I've said how good he is and I had to remind myself of that last night. He really hasn't been this bad before, it really could just be the meds... But people do change and maybe I pushed too far this time.

I will look into that book. I have a hard time sitting down to read anything lately. I do so much reading online as it is, heh.