OliviaC what a difficult situation with your T. I don't know what I would do if my T actually expressed anger or disappointment to me. At this point I've projected my personal feelings of anger and disappointment with myself onto her and had great difficultly handling it. Luckily, I SHARED this on PC and my friends here kindly pointed out that I was projecting. My T at this point has never outwardly expressed anger or disappointment with me. If she did, I'm not sure I could handle it. I'd likely respond defensively like a child with a colorful, "F*&^% You" and quit. I admire you for trying working through this in a an adult manner, even if in the end you decide to discontinue.