I'm not pretty . I don't make any effort with my looks because I never want anyone to hit on me any more . They treated me so bad . I put on weight too because of a medication I was on .
I'm sorry for your experience with that horrible man .
I actually feel like taking this down because it looks like I'm crying that somebody was interested in me . The point is I don't feel safe and secure in my home when this stupid **** happens. I have been too affected and scared my everything that has happened to me in my past and I'm just trying to feel safe and protected now in my own little world.
One time a guy bullied me into having sex with him the night I was injured and had a head injury . I didn't want to sleep with this guy and I was injured. He pretended he was being nice to me , taking off my clothes and washing the blood off me but he wasn't doing it to be nice , only to see me naked . I tried to put my night clothes on but he wouldn't let me. Then he bullied me to have sex with him after I repeatedly said no . It wasn't rape . But I was pressured and it makes me angry and hurt when I think about it . Why would anyone try to have sex with an injured person ? After it happened he went downstairs and tried to have sex with my friend .