MY NEEDS
Somedays my needs are simple things
A bird to cross my cloudless sky
And spread the color of his wings,
And leave a song as he goes by.
At other times I need a star
One beam to pierce a long dark night;
Seems heaven's door--is then ajar
And sending me a ray of light.
A silence often fills my need
The silence of the falling snow
A solitude, a book to read,
A time to learn things I should know.
Sometimes my need is daily bread
And again my need is something more
For I could feast and be half fed
Had I no spiritual food in store.
Oh, I have many sundry needs
A woodland trail, the sun, the sod,
The hills, the fields, and plants and seeds,
But always, always I need God.
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All my life I have know that I am different. I have trouble with my thinking and processing information. I have trouble in keeping close friends. I am afraid of living, and I don't really know why. I am good at pretending everything is all right, by just gritting my teeth and just charging ahead and getting through the rough spots, but inside I am afraid of failure and getting critized for things I do. I am hoping someone can help me, or at least understand me.
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