Im such a stupid moo.why am i still pretending everything is ok.I have not cut for two weeks now and i hate myself for it.Last nite I burnt myself 15 times with my fag i just kept saying to myself you deserve this ........you deserve to feel pain.Everything is just so wrong.again..........when am i going to stop treating myself like this,when am i going to start liking myself if only for a day?? thats all i ask.I know im not making sense here I just feel so hopeless so useless.if im not cutting im burning and if im not burning im cutting.I really feel like banging my head against the wall !!! Im such a stupid moo.