What a terrible shock. Horrible, just horrible.
The loss of a loving mother is one of the worst things that can happen to a human being.
You feel that you will never be happy again.
And yet, if you can hang in there, some miracle happens, and the pain dulls a little.
What got me through was asking myself, Would she want us to be destroyed by her passing? Mine would not! She would want us to recover as soon as possible. She would have given anything to shorten our suffering by even one second.
I promise, there is a point up ahead of you where you will no longer be obsessing over the horrific details of your mother's passing. You'll be keeping her alive by talking about her, and loving her.
Good luck.
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