Context: I work 12 hours per week. That's pretty close to my max given the regular ECT. The treatments don't just take up time, they screw with my mind. I'm well-suited to sitting at a desk in a cemetery.


Current situation: My father-in-law just sent me a list of approximately 30 full time jobs. He clearly feels I'm not doing all that I should be.

My quandry: In my heart I know I'm maxed, but some of the jobs looked like they might be possible even with ECT. Of course, any new job would have to be informed of the regular time off I'd need for treatments. I'm not even sure I could perform the requisite tasks of a higher paying job. Nor do I know that I could endure a 40 hour week. So I ask the opinions of you who understand the suffering and challenges we live with: Should I try to find a new job? Should I tell my FIL that he clearly doesn't comprehend the hell in which I live and has gone too far by implying I'm not doing all I can?

Thanks for your perspectives on this.