It seems as tho your just in a bind financially and your just waiting to find help, which sucks , I say pay as much as you can towards your mortgage and then catch up in the coming months. Maybe you can find a simple part time job that would at least pay for food?

How are things with your daughter ? Any better ?

Have you been able to cook meals ?

I get your ED , I deal with it and it’s understandable that your trying to cope with that. But please eat even if you have no appetite , your family needs you to care for yourself so you can be there for them.

Take care