Well, today was a really hard day (between the guests leaving and my husband's sortof silent treatment), but at least it's almost over. Tomorrow I have a pdoc appointme t and my husband is coming with and will be forced to talk to me. It's killing me but I'm trying to give him space today. I cried a lot though. Maybe this crying stuff I can work on in therapy. Unfortunately I won't be getting in till mid September though. But back to husband, at least he is being civil and small talks with me. We just really need some deep talk though...and some smiles.