Dear R,

My morning anxiety attacks have been here for the past three days, I wake up and my heart is plunged into a pure panic that I can't describe.Am I too far gone to be saved?

I dreamt of you making a video in your home with your daughter and posting it online, but haven't gone running to check your or your wife's facebook profiles. I'm jealous of a 4 year old. What does that say about me? I just want you to love me too.

I want my mother.

The girl I messaged yesterday who stopped talking to me said that she would message me when she got back home- she didn't. Actions speak louder than words.

You're 100% right about creepy guy, but I still hang out with him because I don't have anyone else: "I thought you and me were tight, why don't you go out with me or we can just get right down to the f***ing".