like you, I've attempted many times (5 times), and would just like my next attempt... not to be an attempt

my only real option is to go to one of these clinics in europe, but then their's getting the money, the flights, getting me to face an airport.. it's not going to happen anytime soon- which is ashame, because it is out their, not in my country, but not far on a plain.

I just wish it was legal in the UK.