Thanks… i was moved while writing this post. it means so much to me, you have no idea… i feel like a lifelong homeless finally getting a house and hot water to shower….

also, what i forgot to add is that finally, like any ana, im rewarding myself with clothes rather than food. i buy smaller clothes so that im pushed to lose weight to wear them. i finally understand and feel better with this.

yes, money doesnt make happiness but having them and knowing how to use them, definitely makes it easier….

what im also proud of, is that finally, i can spend a little to make other people happy.