How could I ignore a staff member who referred to the "acute mental health hospital ward" as an asylum. The ward is integrated in the normal hospital! Her words were "it's all going down in bilbohall" . Which was an extremely derogatory way of how she viewed the patients. Bilbohall hospital came after "lunatic asylums". They should never have said that in front of patients. They also said to a colleague passing me "please don't report me to panoroma". Panorama did an expose' on a care home where staff behaved abusively to the residents and it caused waves of outrage in Britain . She should have said that in the staff room. They were obviously too complacent. I realise that even if the head nurse heard them, they would have probably just been told to say it quieter between staff members.
And this was when I was first admitted and I was really unwell. It's actually a really quiet place. Yes believe me it's quiet. There is a lot of comings and goings and different staff and visitors, but it is over all quiet. Some people would be surprised. So no lugs eleven, I couldn't care less what or who you were talking to. But to hear a NURSE refer to a rehabilitation ward for every type of mental distress that was a part of a normal hospital for physical illness and where babies are delivered, t's amazing nobody else reacted. I should not have tried to express my incredulous thoughts right there and then and told someone later. So lugs eleven I only reacted to an audacious joke and I wouldn't listen in to anyone's conversations like an eavesdropper. And you were not exactly inconspicuous when you went "oof curry won't help" and I had the noodles in my hand I couldn't help but hear you. And thankfully I enjoy a spicy curry and spicy food all the time.
Check my health records. Food sensitivity and no ibs diagnosed because it's evidently not that bad. If you had seen what I had been through for six years especially then you would see why my body may have taken a beaten.
I was that type of person you read about in psychology texts that whenever they hear a siren they briefly get paranoid they have done something wrong because my up bringing was so strict. I walked on egg shells most of my childhood.