So, I asked my therapist, this morning, if I had OSDD-1a, and she said yes. She didn't want me to feel like I had a label, and just wants me to do the trauma therapy and resolve these things together, that it didn't really make a difference. I suppose this is true, but I'm one of those people who will search for answers until I get the right one, and this seems like the right one. The lost time, the reports that I am a younger form of myself while dissociated, differing ages, history of dissociative amnesia, derealization and depersonalization....makes sense to me. I just wish she had told me this on Friday.