It’s exhausting fighting the enemy,

The demons in our heads

And the “system” - which gives us NO value, in “real” life

IF we are “damaged” then wouldn’t a humane, intelligent person - professional - therapist - doctor - (in “real” life) at least TRY to be supportive?

Is there only one way out of this?

The problem is me. I know. Me and other “patients”

It’s very hard to be what they want.

Most of the family, even the non abusers, invalidate me if I ever speak about anything other than the utterly trivial.

Someone said I’m one of somebody’s flowers. I guess that was a compliment

And flowers do not live long..

They can’t fix me. I’m not “broken” - I’m me.