PS there is (or was... I don’t know if she is still there

) one doctor who tried to listen in the 10 minutes available. (The other “nice” doctor left..)
But both have a less rigid manner, and some softness
But are constricted by the rigid burocrassy (can’t spell it)
If the softer, stronger, Doctor is still there I may have to camp outside the surgery overnight (not literally)
She asked me if I had seen a psychiatrist... I just said yes.
I don’t trust them