I just woke up dreaming where i was in my bed in my old HOME trying to fall asleep and in the limbo where i was already half asleep.

I was dreaming i was emitting sounds to catch my mom or brothers attention. I wanted to tell them to make a magic and make me be a 4 year old going to maternal school.

I wanted it so intensely i was willing to give up on all i know now and be that innocent again, or even younger.

As for when i wake up to another dream this kept happening with me 3-4 times in my bed trying to sleep but also calling my mom crying and begging her to make me be a baby.

I still want to be a baby and im still crying. I dont want this life where im an adult. I don t want it.