Diabetis builds up to the point you are at now & it just corresponded to when your mom died.....it was going on in your body long before that.

Stop eating sugar & drinking sodas. You are just killing yourself because diabetis is like that.

I had a friend who was diabetic. Her kidneys failed because she didn't take care of her diet. Ended up on dialisis. Then had to have a kidney transplant. The diabetis & dialisis destroyed her heart valves & she had to have those replaced. Amputated toe, sores that don't heal.

Whether you are agouraphobic or not you need to focus on getting to an MD & getting help & taking care of yourself. The pins & needles in your legs is the least of your problems of what is going on inside your body with uncontrolled blood sugar.

My friend is a medical PA & has said numerous times when I was talking about my friend....."diabetis is the silent killer" people have no idea the damage that is being done inside their body.

Your shaking & even your anxiety could be caused by the lack of care you are giving to your diabetis. Yep it is easier to complain than to do something but it is wiser to do something no matter how difficult it might be