I think i'd probably do the same.

when I post on here, I like to imagine us all sitting round a big table like a family

but in real life the crowds would just freak me out..

even if it was set up like an office block with all the rooms for the diffrent disorders.... too many people.

don't get me wrong, it would be great to have real life conversations with some of the members (I can think of a few I'd love to meet in real life)

but hmm.... the crowds. I just wouldn't cope