I think this is where I am struggling right now. When I am sitting in her office I know I am safe and she cares. I know I can talk about anything in fact there are things I have said to her that I never said to T (not stuff that I hid from T but things about theraputic relationship, etc). However. As soon as I walk out of the office I feel like the connection is gone and I long for that connection.

This week has been very hard especially with much of what has been in the media. I have been reallystruggling. Plus the is stuff going on this week which will be EXTREMELY emotional. I could have reached out to T during all this. Can't and don't feel comfortable with current T.

Not sure how to approach her??