Hello both
thanks ever so much for replying to me , it has been really helpful just by posting and I suspose actually being honest , I had such a crappy day yesterday and had every intention of getting completely hamered, I drank nearly two bottles , fell over and bruised my knee and have the hang over from hell and sobbed like a fool, cant really remember what I was crying about., this is a problem.... I have actually been researching AA for a while , I guess if I didn't have a bit of a problem I wouldn't have done this or found this site. Luckily, my job has not been affected as of yet , but I am aware my concentration is not what it was, and of course daily hangovers arent that helpful. I have found it very easy to justify my drinking , but it's getting harder to do this. I just spoke to my partner about it and he got quite cross with me and told me i was being dramatic , although this morning he told me I had been a mad angry ***** the night before. Not sure if I have the confidence or guts to actually go to a meeting yet, but it actually feels like a bit of a releif to actually admit I'm heading for trouble if I don't address this. Thanks so much again to you both for replying , sorry if I have gone on a bit , if it's okay I may post on here for support
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