OK, managed dinner even if I had zero appetite. Back in the days when my ED was so bad, I would have been so happy for that (because the truth was I was always hungry, no matter what I weighed, probably caused by excessive exercise). I remember once I dreamed I ate an entire fancy chocolate cake then woke up panicking that it really had happened.
It's the stupid anxiety. And now to shell out more money...my daughter lost a tooth while we were eating.
I am not sleeping great although 5-6 hr./night is good by bipolar means, I suppose. I just feel so drained and done.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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