And what I said above is only the tip of the iceberg, 2012 I had so much crap going on that being on ignore basically triggers memories of that time of my life as well as reminding me of that forum

Domestic abuse, having to give my much loved male cat away, having to basically run with family within hours to protect ourselfs from something serious that happened, having a online stalker, need I carry on?
Although domestic abuse may of been the year before, I really don't remember too well

And I have not posted anything like suicide or anything like that, worst I did was weeks ago make self harm comments but I have not repeated that