So as many of you know my therapist came up with this theory that I was sexually abused by my mother. Not based on memories. I told her that I hear alot of chatter when she talks about that like this is bad, I want to die etc. (I really dont). Out of the possibility of anyone doing that to me. I am most uncomfortable about it being my mother. My therapist is knows I hear chatter and said its because my brain is going to its alarm center because I dont want to accept my reality. Also I told her I was angry she even mentioned it because I have no evidence. She said I had every right to be angry. Wth. Wouldnt you have thst kind of chatter if someone was trying to push on you your mom did this?