I am going to tell her next session (which is Wed) that I don't do theories well. Hopefully that will help. To answer your question I dont keep bringing it up but she does this thing where after she says something shes just like what are you thinking and I told her just chatter ( chatter is things I say to myself when topics are uncomfortable. Like I want to die, I wish I wasn't here right now, dont focus on this, look at that picture of that wave etc.) Then she goes on about how that is a defense mechanism so I dont have to face my reality. I have only had one other session since the one that she mentioned the theory in so I dont know if she will bring it up but its a strong possibility.