mood is elevated today. I was tired and tried to lay down for a nap and the racing thoughts came. I had to meet my mom within the hour so after one last try, i gave up and got up.

this is good because I'm a little more productive, I'm cooking today after 2 months. Granted, I've done half the work of it every day, but every little addition is good to get me back on my own when guests leave.

But yes, i'm feeling a little like caffeine minus the caffeine. I know it's the stress of cooking on my own. ...
on that note, i'd better finish up! hehe I'm so excited or scatterbrained that Ijust had to come on here whilst it was simmering, but I gotta go now.

Peace!