Today was awful since I didn't get any exercise in. Though the overexercise is a huge part of my problem, it is also my coping mechanism for horrendous stress. I need to find a happy medium though between running and the amount of calories I consume. Pdoc seemed on the verge of referring me to eating disorder IP places today.

Pdoc tells me maybe I should try volunteering somewhere, but I'm really not sure about that. What would be the point?

Sorry to be lost in my own issues. I am reading the posts here, just don't have the energy to respond. Today was another hard day. Every day is lately.