I have decided that full integration and no longer having a diagnosis of DID has ruined my life.

I wish I could go back to how things were before.I don't like dealing with all the **** that goes on in life.I hate dealing with reality. hate dealing with problems and not having the necessary life skills to do it.

If you're DID and go to therapy and you do reach full integration you will not be prepared to deal with every day life.You won't know how to.