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Old Aug 28, 2018, 12:04 AM
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about everything....I don't believe any diagnosis I 've been given. There's absolutely nothing wrong with me, I'm a total fake. Except, terminal laziness Terminal stupidity also. But these things won't kill me; they make everyone around me suffer. I'm nothing but a guinea pig , just as my parents said. Just a big walking, talking experiment. I've become a professional. Professional mental patient...you know, a "frequent flier". I disgust myself. I won't speak in the DID thread again. I don't have DID no matter what they say.I'm also not depressed or suicidal. I wasted years being like this when I dreamed of becoming a doctor/medical examiner. I wasted years of marriage and raising my kids by being a rotten wife and mother. My new dx. is :stupid, hateful ,lazy idiot.
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