Just wandering through this morning... saw your post, read, and thought, hm...yeah, I totally have moments where I relate. Not that I am fully integrated, or maybe I am. I dunno. I've been me all day, everyday, since early March. I've had more than my fair share of 'how the (bleep) do people do this (bleep). I am soooo not equipped to deal with this whole living life thing. No one ever taught me how to be a person and do people things. To say it is overwhelming at times is an understatement.

Hearing you, understanding as best I can, and wishing you well in this.