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Old Aug 28, 2018, 08:28 AM
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And it's one of those things that nobody can really understand unless they've gone through it.Being DID was hard but you don't really have to deal with all the problems of life when someone else is taking over and doing things for you.Like if I was going through all the **** I am right now and was still DID I wouldnt even be dealing with it myself,I probably wouldnt even know about it because it would have triggered someone else to take over and face it and deal with it.I would have just got little glimpses and bits and pieces of it here and there.

I don't know how to deal with what's gong on yet I have to and I feel paralyzed in fear and don't know where to even begin doing the things I need to do.I don't even want to see my therapist.I feel pissed off at him right now tbh.I am grateful that he helped me reach full integration but I am pissed that he didn't warn me what life would be like without the ability to dissociate.He has experience with DID but zero experience with post integration so I feel why waste my money if he has no clue what it's like or how to deal with it.
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