my big depression breakdown in 1973 was awful...
I still feel guilty about letting my family down...
if it had been cancer I wouldn't feel that way..
what a screwed up world...that mental illness
is something different...it sure is...we just don't know
what causes these depressions...so I tended to blame
myself...well today I am being kinder to myself...
I just couldn't help it...I couldn't help it...
go easy on yourself little turtle...you have a mental illness..
and in certain ways it is so much harder to deal with
than many medical problems...