I am really sorry your ED is messing with you again. They are such jerks! I can totally understand the urges to fall back into those patterns under extreme stress. I am glad your doctor is taking it seriously, your posts have had me concerned about your health. I will say for my previous issues with over- exercising, it was often a combo of a need to deal with anxiety, and also my ED that came into play. I could tell the exercise was more than a way to deal with my anxiety due to the guilt and increased eating disorder thoughts that occurred if I didn't exercise. You are strong enough to overcome relapses before so try to remember that. If you need more help that is okay, too. Are there any IOP options to consider? We are here for you!!