Exercised less today. I guess that’s a start. Ate more too and feel guilty about it even if my weight is very low.

Was very stupid and ate ice cream. I am not good at making myself throw up but ice cream I can. Shouldn’t have done it, but I felt too full.

My life sucks right now. So much stress. Worry over money. People who are supposed to call you back and never do. Social advocates I never hear a peep from. A stupid state website for benefits that invades your privacy, wants so much info, forms,etc., you just give up. 4 hour wait to try to get disability and turned down after a 5 minute interview. Why do things have to be so hard?