I'm missing someone I felt close to (not romantic) for over 2 years through correspondence. Missing so much it hurts. I want her to come back. I miss her with all my heart. I love this person so much and felt cared about by her. I need her. She was like a mom or older aunt. I don't want to be alone, without her. I wanted to talk to her forever. It hurts so much.

I just have no place to put this so I'm putting it here. Maybe it will help. Nobody can fix it.