it's taken me so many days to work myself up to writing this so here it goes. i'm looking for help/advice i think? i am 21 and i suspect i have autism. who do i talk to about this? a general doctor? i dont really know anything and i dont have a job because i am really bad with communication and everyday social interactions. i have had a really hard time trying to make any money and my parents are going to stop helping me with my rent in december this year. am i supposed to see a specialist? how do i find work? how do i do anything i am so lost. i try to sell items online but i am very unsuccessful because i get so nervous about making things for others. i feel like i am stuck. i am not very good at words and people dont like me since i interrupt everyone a lot. this paragraph is probably really choppy and all over the place. i have no friends i guess thats why nobody helped me when i was younger. please someone help guide me. i took the quiz on this site and i scored 41. what does that mean? a lot of infermation at once makes me anxious and i cant even look my parents in the eyes i feel so uncomfortable. im not sure what im supposed to be saying here |: