I do have trouble more with dissociation when I'm having regular weekly appointments than I am right now when it's sort of like, whenever she can fit me in. I think its from trauma constantly being brought up then I have more trouble with dissociation both in session and in life. But right now that I'm not going to see T every week (it's averaging about every other or so) I'm noticing I'm not as dissociated. My nightmares stay the same though.