First of all, I want to commend you for tackling your problem and getting it into the open to begin with. How many who have your issue are simply hiding, pretending there is no problem, risking their health without addressing it at all?

Millions.

Can you take a moment to congratulate yourself for seeking help and making progress? Is progress linear and predictable? It is not.

But now, I would like to suggest that you focus on your progress and not caretake your T and wonder what he is thinking of his work with you. What he thinks of you is none of your business! You are on a healing journey --YOUR healing journey, not second-guessing what your T may be experiencing. He is a paid professional and his mission is to help YOU. That is what you really have in common....a common interest in your wellbeing.

I woud submit that if ANYTHING were to irk him, it would be your focus on him, and not on your wellbeing.

You. Your wellbeing. You.

Okay, I'll quit now.

HUGS. You are magnificent.