No, this is isn't healthy or safe behavior. I live the BDSM lifestyle and there is a saying in our community that everything should be safe, sane and consensual. What you are doing is not safe or sane. If you are truly interested in the lifestyle, I would suggest joining fetlife and looking for local community events such as munches (meet ups at local restaurants/coffee houses where you can meet others that are local to chat about the lifestyle). This is the best way to learn about how to practice this lifestyle safely and meet people in a safe environment. I see you are in FL, so am I. There are many great local BDSM communities here. I am very involved in mine and it has been so rewarding.

You shouldn't be blindly submissive to anyone (be their slut) in any scenario without getting to know them first. It is just like any relationship. You need to cultivate trust with that person...even more so in our lifestyle with physical pain being inflicted. There are so many predators out there ready to take advantage of new people to BDSM who are not well informed. Please educate yourself.

eta - don't let my screen name fool you (meant to be an ironic joke). I am a submissive and a masochist. I know what it feels like to be very eager to try alllll the things but your eagerness can come at a heavy price if you are not careful.