Sometimes I feel as thou I will just explode with all these feelings pent up inside.

How unfair of these people to place me in this position, and do nothing but watch. How can they think I could be challanged and not react.

I want to cry for their interference into my life. Now I am all about the pain and bringing them to justice.

What a mess my life is in. Too far of a mess to bring it all together again.

Therapy will never be enough for me. I need to hire an attorney. Only then can I have peace again, but it can't fix what has happened.

What a mess.

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