Short answer: I don't trust easily. Long answer: I have a bad habit of oversharing in the very beginning of a relationship, and once a bond's been established, that's when I start having major doubts. Gotta love when your abandonment fears make you push people away and you lose a lot of friendships as a result.

Forgiveness with me is wonky. Sometimes I'll accept someone who's violated my trust back into my life like nothing ever happened, other times I'm a passive aggressive grudge-holding machine. The anger hasn't been much of a problem lately but what I'd give to not suspect ulterior motives from literally anyone I speak to more than once.