Riptide,
I know you have no idea who I am, Have not posted alot since I joinning PC, but thought I would try and share my thoughts about
this T thing, First let me say that I am sorry you have to deal with this on top of the other issues. No matter why T is reffering you to someone else it the feelings that you have that is important that
make you feel rejected and abanded.
Think a miniute if you went to your regular docter because of migraine headacks and found out that you had a brain tumer. That would be very serious and doctor would send you to a specialist to
treat you rather than treating your headack.
That is kind of what your T is doing instead of treating and working
on your PTSD and trauma she wants you to have someone that is
a speicalist because of the seriousness of SI.
Maybe you could tell her how you feel because your feelings are always important and need to be validated.
Hope you feel a little better soon try and remember little steps at a time.